Nazizi is still grieving the loss of her son, Jazeel – an adorable toddler who passed on 11 months ago after drowing in the pool at a hotel he had been staying with his family in Tanzania.
- A mother’s grieving never ends.
Having lost her last born not only broke her but has left Nazizi in a state that has many worried including those close to her. Since Jazeel’s passing, Nazizi has turned her grief to her social media page where she shares new information on her late son.
Emotional funeral service for the 21 pupils who perished in Hillside Endarasha Academy fire (Photos)
Just recently, the mother of two opened up on receiving visitations from a butterfly she believes comes to comfort her. According to Nazizi the butterfly often shows up during her lowest moments and mostly at 2AM when her late son would often be awake, fidgeting like most toddlers.
Guess who came last night… it’s always this particular butterfly. Every time the pain is unbearable, I’m visited by this exact color and size of butterfly, always around 2 a.m. when my baby would wake up, she wrote.
Child loss
However in her new post, Nazizi shared one of the last photos she took of Jazeel hours before his death. On the caption, Nazizi regretted not having taken enough of these photos seeing that she wouldnt have another opportunity to do so.
If I only i knew that these would be some of the last pictures I took of you my baby I’d have taken a million more . 48 hrs after I took this picture I lived the worst nightmare of my life ! 9 months already and it’s just so hard to believe that I have to live my life without you. @jazeeladam would have been 4 July 5th. He loved birthday parties and especially cutting cake. This year we went to the grave , no singing no cake no pictures, just pain !
Wat a ting!
Well, despite it being almost a year since Jazeel’s demise – for Nazizi it still feels new and worse – depressing as she can’t seem to move on.
She however remains a mother of two with her oldest son in his preteens and the late son who passed on at 3 years.
Related topics:
Nyaboke Moraa expresses gratitude to Kenyans for supporting her following daughter’s passing